Hiking on a biorhythm – Falling in&out of Love
N1
You used to leave your lights on in my mind when leaving
I could see where you were.
I used to leave the lights on in my soul so when you returned
it would be bright.
Now, briefly you return and then you are mostly gone.
The lights I keep on are left behind dark abandoned.
[Shadows – Jan.14/12]
N2
Onceuponatime, a man kissed another man.
One of them turned the kiss into a firework illuminating the sky for the whole night.
Since then, the other man doesn’t think, doesn’t eat; no drink or smile but keeps the kiss at his lips waiting to return it and light up the sky for life.
[Once a Man – Jan.08/12]
N3
I want to walk the Planet with you and when we return home to find out that wings have grown on our shoulders but the most amazing will be when we spread them wide open and fly beyond the everywhere together again my Love.
[Travellers’ no punctuation – 2012]
N4
Could have loved you for a 1000 lives
Keep you fed with cosmic elixirs, waters, oils and starstorms.
AliveInLove
for 1000 cosmic cycles
But none of us does fairy tails so, we will be sleeping on separate pillows, live happily ever after and die peacefully.
[1×103 – Sep.20/19]
N5
Got drunk last night again
and then,
I got high on my blood that smelt of alcohol
but mostly smelt of you.
In the late morning
a chilling perception petrified my leftovers:
Falling in and out of love
has been a failed multiple suicide attempt that left me
without hands without brains to finish me off.
Lost in Love
Loss in Death
Drank for two last night.
[Drank for two losers – Jan.20/20]
N6
Dense night like a mill
ready to roll
and grind his heart-of-stone
to fine sand
enough to fill up my glass hour
before its poles reverse;
before its positives turn negative
and negatives shift to a flat uncharged horizon.
[Polarities reversed – Jan.06/20]
N7
Got drunk tonight
like falling in love, there’s no way back
but to get through like real Men do.
Or not.
[Drnk – Oct.11/19]
N8
The other bodies you dive in
The other lips you kiss
The hair on other men bodies’
through your fingers, sieving me out
[Sieving- Aug.3/19]
N9
Halloween tonight
🎃
Sooooooh:
Dress up like Love
Come trick me
👻
Before you leave
I’ll treat you with my heart
Undressed
Bleeding.
[Hollow-win – Oct.31/19]
N10
Too old to die nice
Nicer to die older
Let’s get high at the beach naked
with cola&lemon on the rocks.
No place for sour-caustic-ness.
Let’s dive high in deep water
Float flat on salted sand on your lips
grind death to powder.
Let’s get high on each other and postpone sunsets.
[High – Nov.24/19]
N11
Little matters but wisdom of shredded time on grey hair.
If anything or anyone mattered that would be you.or.us not myself.
But that we knew from the start.
Little matters
Not a painful ending but the journey
on a firework’s orbit.
[Little matters- Aug.3/19]
N12
In the early hours of today you asked me if we would be alive in 20 years time.
In 20 years time you will ask me the same question again in the early hours of a day.
You will fall asleep in my arms peacefully.
The warmth of our bodies will cover us like a single blanket and,
we will continue recycling the hell around us to our paradise.
[You&Us – July.20/13]
N13
Love comes, brings everything.
Love goes, takes everything away.
But not you.
[Loveouting – Jan.25/16]
N14
Miss your body, I not.
Neither your hair, I miss.
Miss your voice and those attracting noises echoing in your mind,
I do.
I miss the moisture on your fingertips,
the artful fit of our body plugged to each other,
sleeping on the same dream.
I miss the heat of your skin and,
the swapping of our electrons.
Mine are now yours, but,
I am left with yours spinning on a single orbit
in my blood in my mind in my heart.
I miss the snow that doesn’t melt on your beard.
Forgive me I torn up our dress.
[The Man with a dress in his heart – Dec.09/16]
N15
Come lose in my arms, wander free in my embrace.
Sieve yourself through my fingers, taste my lips again.
Lose yourself in my stable, find yourself rolling in my palms.
Now that you are mine, feel that I have been yours forever.
[Yours Sincerely – July.15/14]
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